The Devil Said Her Name

 


 The pain is all so real.

Don't you know there is a 

demon in that little pill?

Whispering promises like fluttering

 fingers tips against your lips. 

If only orgasms were like little deaths, 

just so we could feel alive again. 

But this hell dust is no yellow sunshine. 

It will make you wish you chose Mr. Blue. 

You look in the mirror and ask, "Sweetheart,

what happened to you?

You were born in the wild like a bright

burning fire. You couldn't be tamed. 

What in the hell changed to make you so sour?

Did the devil call out your name

and taint it with his power?"


Flip, reverse the act. I have never seen a person

run into the arms of the devil quite like that.

You make me believe in fantasy fiction come true. 

Keeping  your soul chained on the line of the 

living and those long past dead.

How do you love when you have come undone?

Wearing your pain in a heart shaped tattoo. 

If there was something I could do to help you. 

But to love you is like watching you from afar. 

Even from here I can see all your scars. 


So tell me my pretty, what shall we do?

I shed a tear of pain each day

Because I keep hearing him whisper your name.




 

 

 


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